Times like this that make me reflect on life. Staring into a fire on a Friday night. Nothing special besides the fact that it’s so mesmerizing. Everything else gets drowned out and it feels like its just a time to think. And even though I’m surrounded by my close friends, it just makes me realize.. I’m very lonely. Work is just an endless cycle that distracts me from this truth. Hell, work even contributes to this loneliness. Work, come home, sleep, wake, repeat. The happiness is ephemeral. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life right now but hopefully it’ll change for the better. Hopefully.